I actually really really miss school. I was dreading the departure for the longest time. [Mostly because seniors were leaving... even my drummer :'( ]

I'm kinda over it though, right now. It took me more or less one week to stop the whining. Pretty good if ya ask me. I was expecting two weeks.

But I'm getting all lazy now..... I gotta work on college apps and stupid summer reading... My portfolio...and all that crap. :/

Of course, I need motivation, inspiration... but that constant fear that I wouldn't be good enough always nags me. It's always there.

asdfhkdfjd;gl


EDIT:
I think I work better under pressure.
My studio is 13 hours away by plane...my school's art center.